Journals

Saturday, 7 Feb 2009

On how I feel.. 38 days smoke free and not a really hard thing to do, frankly. Amazingly. Have done it before, a few times, but never so easy. Can´t understand. On new year resolutions, I have also thought about changing other things about myself. Need to, really have to be more sociable. Need to go out often. Am not smoking so can sing more, better, need to get involved in it no matter what, so that I don´t look back when I´m fifty and realise I had a few dreams and found that, after all, everybody has a little dream that cannot always be fulfilled, and that it´s no big deal, just being one of the rest of the normal people in the world. What is it, perhaps my home economy, the changes at work, although on the other side I´m having a great time, what with my colleagues and with the band, really I don´t think I´ve ever met such a bunch of nice people in such a little time..

Hmm hang on, one more thing, I´m putting on weight, there is absolutely no excuse for it. Fine the first few days, weeks even, enough for now. And so I will need to put an end to it. No news of the swimming pool routine that I had set myself to follow last year. Gosh I just remembered that I was supposed to have been at the musical instruments faire today in the morning. Well may as well have forgotten about it, with no cash and all.

And people say, money is not that important. No, right, but I tell you something. Lately, one of the few things that put a smile on my face is looking at my email (for upcoming jobs) and looking at the Euribor today dot com, you know, just to check.