Journals

Just a thought..

Saturday, 21 February 2009

I have lost a sister today, it´s been a few months that we´ve been like this, phone call here message there, answers here, no answers there. But it´s official now. No interest, not a little interest really. Today, not a pound of decency, I would say. For me, really, everything is like this, it´s either important, or it´s not. I have seen my dad almost dying a few times, you know what I mean. I have spent plenty of sleepless nights at a hospital. You see what I mean. Don´t you? well then I will explain.

This thought comes from an article I wrote about having kids. Haven´t read it? I think it´s funny. Confirming my theory about why the hell do you need to have a child and bring up somebody that will turn out to be a lottery, either the best person in the world or the meanest one.. today I witnessed something specially sad (family wise) and I tell you something. I am only happy that I inherited this from my parents: I may not be a lucky person, but I´m usually right.


I only wish I will never need to witness this again. After the dream I had today about Momo and my birthday, this is the last thing I needed for today. But then again, I would do it a million times if needed. Even though it was real sad. Don´t feel like explaining.


It was just a thought.